[eaR-gasm; gizmo snoring.]
We ALL hide behind masks. i hate when people call me perfect; well not just me- but i hate when people call other people perfect or whatever. no-one's perfect. when i was little i told SOMEONE(wont mention who) that i wanted to be an actress; and HE responded with.. "you cant act." man, do u no how to crush a gal's dreams. i was little too.. and i realized that im a great actress.. i go to school and act normal.. like nothings bothering me when really inside so many things are running through my head at once i just want to scream. >=O right there proves of how good of an actress i am.. since the only real time i am my true self is when im alone.. for friends, strangers, school, parents, brothers, family- etc. i put on an act. An act of what they want to see; and what im NOT. so really- he didnt crush my dreams; i might not become a professional actress like on the big screen but really my whole life is one big fuckin' movie. it'd be rated R for all the explicit language; and the verbal abuse. Drama throughout; and tears at the end. my dreams have come true; im an actress- starring in the most violent/rough movie.... life.