Friday, May 21, 2004
There's no place like home
[feeeel-ing; relieved??]
[ear-gasm; iPOD. ]
im home; man.. i never slept so much in my life! yeah; see this was what happend.. i woke up at 5:00am got ready; got to school at 6:00am we all got our bags; put them under the bus in that storage space; got on the bus me and g.t sat next to eachother; of course i called aisle seat lol; must have aisle seat.. anyways.. yeah so that was the most boring ride in the fuckin' world.. it seemed to much longer then i thought it would. i slept through "Remember the Titans" lol.. who cares?? yeah we finally got to gettysburg; and uhh we ate lunch at some buffet place.. NASTY. we took a pic. by the big monument thing i forgot what its called with the eternal flame thingie; and uh it drizzled on us that whole time.. then we fuck i forgot so much stuff lol.. oh well. um all i do remember is goin' back on the bus with this new tour guide dude; we rode around for 2 hours with him explainin' the battle to us and shit.. i fell asleep it was mad boring.. oh well; then we got out by like this castle thing like big round top some shit like that lol we got back on the bus did alittle more about like devil's den; and uh picket's charge or some shit.. then we finally um.. ate?? yeah at this other place; it was a lot better then the first place; oh man i got a salad first and fuckin' the cucumber with ranch dressing fell on my sleeve so i flicked it offand it the glass around the candle and fuckin' slid all the way down the table it was funny. and then morfa spilled his lemonade all over and then i almost did; alot of shit was spilling.. clumsy-ness. then we went on this ghost of gettysburg tour; it was cool.. alittle bit lol it was the 1st time they ever did it so our class was the first year; uh we just walked down baltimore street and he explained shit to us and where ghosts have been seen and blah blah blah etc. umm what else?? then we went to the hotel for the first time of the day; it was an hour and a half away from gettysburg so we got tehre at like 9:40pmand we didnt go in until like 10:00pm cause something messed up with our rooms and shit.. our room was connected with bryana, tanya, alexis, laurinette, and janine's room so that was pretty cool; we all jus chilled.. bryana ended up sleeping in our room cause she wanted to stay up on the phone with kevin; but the other girls in her room wanted to go to sleep so she kept us up lol i finally fell assleep at like 1:00am lol woke up the next morning at like 6:30am but went back to sleep and woke up at 7:00am ms.G came and made sure we were up; we got dressed went downstairs and ate our continental breakfast ahah; gay.. and then we came back upstairs finished our hair and blah blah got our luggage and shit; put it on the bus and left to go to hershey at like umm... 8:30am?? then we got there and started goin on rides and shit; i forgot the name of it but there was this NEW ride that fuckin rocked; i loved it we waited like 45 mins. online for a 1 min. & 07sec. ride.. but it still rocked i was crackin' up cause of KD screamin' in my ear lol and we thought the guys b4 us pee'd on the seats lmao but they didnt haha and uh what else?? we just hung out i bought this bracelet and had my name and these little stars put on it; its prettty kyoooooote! every1 likes it (: and um.. then after walking around and doing wahtever at 2:30pm me, cor, tone, and gaby went to the chocolate tour thingie mabobber other people were with us but uh.. i 4got who it was prettty gayy but its ok... lol uhh.. then we just all hung out for a while and then we left at 3:30pm but uh finally started getting on the road at 4:00pm i slept prob. most of the way cause i had 2 seats to myself cause Gab sat somewhere else.. lots of sleep for me (: hehe we finished watching that movie with the 12 kids i forgot the name.. and then they popped in Radio lol i didnt watch it i slept the rest of the way.. goin' home seemed so much faster then goin' there.. lol oh well; i still havent unpacked yet.. but s'all good.. i found out that Sal "ran away" to florida.. :-\ he's crazy! he said he might move there cause he likes it alot up there or some shit like that..rich is moving too.. and so is dee!! everyone is fuckin' moving!! its bullshit; danielle is moving to Garfield :-\ that fuckin sucks.. lodi's rivals..haha GREAT oh yeah; corey asked me to go to the social with him.. i didnt asnwer him yet though; idk what to tell him.. blahh! IM THINKING! and interesting facts with talking to Chris.. and thats it.. i was chillen with natas; and gene and then they ran with john g. and mario loor cause cops came so yeah i went home and turned on my comp. which i missed for 2 days lol (: and now im here; still gotta unpack.. tomorrow i dont wanna do anything i just wanna chill but i'll prob end up doing something anyway ALWAYS DO; uh huh; well im tired.. slice 'em open. xo
Posted at 11:38 pm by her.
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
lost to the angels; 14 - 11 that was a great game; came really fuckin' close (: s'all good
at least we came close; and not get shut out by the 15 run-rule; haha well i wont write til about uh saturday; mayb fri. night.. maybe. so umm; i guess im jus gonna go and chill with sheep for a bit; or i hear some sk8rs at the amp might go there; then come home and go to bed; gotta wake up early tomorrow and be at school at 6:00am; haha gotta set my alarm for like 4:30am and i'll finally roll out of bed at like 5:00am so yeah lol i'll talk to u soon; hopefully the trip will turn out fun (: slice 'em open. xo ilusfm
Posted at 09:16 pm by her.
[feeeel-ing; sterile. ]
[ear-gasm; Me And The Moon.]
- (Something Corporate.)
Nastyy; its raining ): i hate the rain.. i have a sball game l8r at 6:45pm idk if its still on though cause the field might be too bad to play on; hopefully its cancelled cause i hurt my knee at practice yesterday & im so not in the mood to play sball tonite; i also have to pack all my shit for tmrw + fri. and bring it to the school at 7:00pm so they can check it; which i think is gayy but yeah; bus #1 is gonna rock! we gotta stay on the bus for like 3 - 4 hours; it sucks man.. no stops either; but we have a nastayy bathroom on the bus that im def. not using :-\ grossss man. well yeah; school sucked today like usual; 1st period i re-took my algebra test haha; i got a 76C thats pretty good for me lol; um 2nd period i took my science test that i was supposed to take yesterday; i think i got like 3 wrong out of like 40 so im not stressin' on that one.. 3rd period was gayy; i took another fuckin' test for french; bullshit man- - it feels like i take more tests at the end of the year then i do throughout the year; yeah i think i did ARITE on that not the greatest but i dont care; french sucks ass.. 4th period we went to nap's class and watched "To Kill A Mockingbird" movie; that was boring; & LONG. 5th period; i actuallly did work; i dont know why- - maybe cause i had no1 really to fool around with; kd & mike weere talking; & sejat didnt feel good so i just did the work and listened to my iPOD all period; fuckin' 6th period- lunch/study hall-- samme. 7th period- fuckin' boring as hell; he just read notes that we were supposed to copy for out test on monday; but of course no1 does except for the smart kids.. umm and finally 8th period; all i did was sleep.. we watched some bullshit boring movie about Wilton Hershey; shes like this video is so interesting and i fuckin nodded off; yeahh and now my moms yellin at me to pack; i'll edit l8r about my game and whatever else that happened; slice open my veins. xo
Posted at 03:52 pm by her.
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
[feeeel-ing; energetic.]
[ear-gasm; Identity Crisis.]
(Thrice.)
i have no voice; lol sheep was over my house & natas was outside my window; so i had the screen open & meanwhile this huge fuckin' like west nile mosquito flies in and we didnt know until natas left and we closed the screen window; haha well yeah it was a big mother fucker; & we started tryin to swat it down but there was no luck; i swatted it and it felt to the ground and we couldnt find it; we then found it on the ceiling and then sheep finally hit it and squashed it onto my wall; fuckin gross! she then chased me around my house with the notebook with the dead mosquito on it ew it was nasty; but yeah i have no voice from screaming! haha; yep so today sucked.. went to school; that was arite; during 2nd period though i left all the way til 5th period for that thing where we read our books to the little kids at the other school; then we had this meeting 7th & 8th period for gettysburg/hershey park so i basically missed lots of school; i totally bummed on that algebra test 1st period; i didnt do any problems; and when the bell rang i ran up put it on his desk when he wasnt looking and i ran out; he l8r saw me in the hall and was like " what happend Linz?? " i was like uhh i dont know any of that stuff; so he said learn it tonite and i can take the test tomorrow; & thats exactly what i did sheep helped me; natas made fun of me lol oh well. yeah i had sball practice at 4:00pm it was ok; the fuckin sun was hot though; i def. got a tan; uhh i hit fuckin awesome! man; all to center field and past the center fielder niiiiiice. i have a game tomorrow at kennedy at 6:45pm against the angels; we are so losing but oh well no1 beats them except for the record from wallington so screw that lol; and uhh yeah im gonna try and go early to kennedy to chill with sejat cause he asked me too (: umm; anything else? oh yeah i saw TJ today hehe i love him <3 hes so sexxxay. well yeah i wrote another poem; hope u like it oh and no joqqing bitches! © lindsayy xo CHECK iT OUT;
- i wait patiently in my room..
- doing anything & everything for time to consume;
- i run our conversations over & over in my head..
- remembering each and every single word you said;
- the sun is just about ready to rise & i still havent thought about sleep..
- i'll finish this poem & like the rest, just throw it into the heep;
- as each day goes by, more & more poems i write..
- not struggling with one, never putting up a fight;
- though, im now tired, you still havent left my mind..
- i hope that when i awake, its you i will find. </3
its not as great as my other ones usually turn out; but it still is something..
g2g; i need to take a shower; & pack for the trip thurs. + fri. (: cant wait !
[slice open my veins.] xoxox
Posted at 10:06 pm by her.
Monday, May 17, 2004
i made a poem; real quick; so dont laugh.. & def. dont joq bitches! © lindsayy xo
. i dont know what i want anymore
. this feeling just wont go away
. broken in half; my heart is sore'
. u know exactly what to do & what to say
. falling for you was the wrong thing to do`
. i hide behind this identity; s c a r e d
. h o p i n g you'd fall for me too
. my feelings for you will never be shared
. when i cant sleep at night ur on my mind
. when i wake up in the morning; its y o u
. im running far from here; no longer able
to find
. i hope you'll run with me and hide too
. but i d o u b t that'll happen; since i
considered you the one
. you're so p e r f e c t in my eyes
. all of our times and memories were yet
so much fun
. it will be hard to say our goodbyes. </3
hope you guys enjoyed it; no joqqing bitches; have a nice night. xo
[slice open my veins.] -thanxx.
Posted at 09:03 pm by her.
[feeeel-ing; BAD.]
[ear-gasm; It's All Downhill From Here.]
(New Found Glory.)
OMFG! im gonna cry; i just had like my whole entry typed out and it was goin' good and instead of pressin' ctrl b i clicked ctrl n & that means "new" so it erased the whole entry; fuckin bastage! ahh im so fuckin pissed. ahh ok; im goin to try and write it all again. Let's see... today; ehh i got home around 3:24pm fuckin' early. Didnt really feel like stickin' around; too hot especially when i had like these flanel pj pants on; so yeah i came home early to sit in the a.c (: i should of wore jeans today; cause yeah.. but i wore niice comfy pj pants cause of.. uh.. yeah! lol GENE KNOWS!! hhaha anyway.. i took a french test today; i got a 95A holla! thats awesome for me; im the dumbest one in my french class; and plus i took the test all by myself.. without help. uh-oh! i didnt bring home any books (like always) & i have a science test tomorrow; which i have to study for; & i have an algebra test tomorrow 1st period. man this blows! i have no clue how to do the algebra shit cause ive been absent; & goin' on a trip ahh fuck; thats gonna be a big fat F !! but i just rememberd for my science test; 2nd period; i have to go to roosevelt school tomorrow startin' that period to read the books that we made for mrs.marra's 4th period honors lit. class- haha yes thats right Linz is in an honors class; and honors algebra too! oh didnt think i was that smart; did ya??? haha. anyway.. what else? i have health til next friday instead of gym; which is fuckin good! ive been excused from gym since like a week ago; and now that i have health i dont have to change and my excuse slip wears off tomorrow; so haha i dont have to change. yay! fuck man; i totally forgot what i wrote in the other entry; this blows! *sigh* i feel like shit.. nothin' exciting happend in school today; NOTHING EVER DOES! ohh yeah. im gonna try and write a chapter for that unzipped crap tonite; cause that unknown person keeps tellin' me too.. and uh.. GAY! holy fuckin shit! i almost hit ctrl n again.. that would of def. sucked.. ooh yeah! (: man this week is goin' good & its still only Monday! haha; thurs+fri. is the gettysburg+hershey park trip; i still gotta go shopping for. im rooming with kd; tb+ g.t hehe its gonna be fun (: damn; its 4:01 already? ahh..dee jus called; so yeah we're gonna go and chill at amp prob. i'll edit l8r; peace nuccas xooxo
Posted at 04:02 pm by her.
Sunday, May 16, 2004
[feeeel-ing; whatever.]
[ear-gasm; air conditioner.]
umm; fuckin' gay!! !
*for that unknown person; i'll try & write a chapter tomorrow night` peace
Posted at 11:14 pm by her.
[feeeel-ing; AWAKE.]
[ear-gasm; Anthem Of Our Dying Day.]
(Story Of The Year.)
LATER;
i finally met him; it was cool. me & Sheep were in hot topic; & he called me. we were talkin' & he said he's right by hot topic; so i said OK well im here now i'll see u. we hang up; & like i was walkin' into h.t and i seen him in the corner of my eye- cause i kno wut he looks like; but he never saw me before. . so yeah he walked into the store; i saw him & was like.. GAY lol cause thats wut i said i'd say when i saw him so he'd kno it was me. & yes that was it. we hung out since like uhh 4:00 - 8:00pm. i thought it was pretty fun. i met his friend Zach; he's pretty cool. But, yeah- i felt so weird meeting him.. like idk how to explain; i talk to him basically everyday online & phone; but like meeting him in person i felt so nervous.. and it was actually pretty cool (: well yeah.. im outt; goodnight xo «the stars will cry the blackest tears tonite.»
Posted at 12:02 am by her.
Saturday, May 15, 2004
[feeeel-ing; hungry / excited.]
[ear-gas
m; Grand Theft Autumn.
]
(Fallout Boy.)
Yes; today is Saturday!! (: woohoo. later; im goin' to the mall i think at like 2:00pm cant wait! ehh; i woke up this morning cause my mom called me from W.V & yeah. i wake up; my dad's not home.. thats a GO0D thing! yay.. oh yeah; idk what to wear today- (weather; Partly Cloudy, 84º/60º) yeah; damn. 'cause i want to wear jeans; im not in the mood to wear a skirt. So i guess i'll sweat; but ya noe if im goin' to the mall it doesnt really matter; its always a little cooler in there. So yeah. Well gotta get ready; i'll edit on what happnd at the mall (: love u <3 xo
Posted at 01:20 pm by her.
Thursday, May 13, 2004
[feeeel-ing; hunggry.]
[ear-gasm; 09 War All The Time.]
(Thursday.)
Yeah, i missed another day- god damnit. i keep forgettin` to write each night.. last nite i was in a chatroom with Rory & Kev so thats why i didnt write- it was pretty funny. Yepp. Well tomorrow at 8:30am Mommy's leaving to go to WV to visit my oldest brother.. so im stuck here in Lodi with my faja.. ahhh! its goin` to be hell. atleast i have Ed incase of anything. Saturday i wanna go and chill at the GSP; havnt been thurr in a while.. nice time to juss chillax- my knee is gettin` better ;D yay.. today we had a game against the angels i couldnt play though. we did pretty good.. well compared to the other teams besides Record we did good. We lost 19-9.. atleast we got 9 runs thats pretty good.. all the other teams lost like 18-3.. so yeahh we did get spankedd but not that hard haha. Hmm.. today i left school early cause i got overheated. The fuckn nurse wouldnt send me home! she's like u have too many days out.. hello BITCH? it doesnt fuckn matter.. its not up to her.. friggen asswipe. Ahh i was so pissed cause i felt so fckn dizzy and everything. so she goes " go back to class. " so im walkin` towards the elevator and i call my mom to tell her that iwas sick- and she said go to the nurse and i told her about my visit there.. so she got mad and said it doesnt matter.. but like if u leave school durin` 4th period or after 4th period it doesnt count cause you already were in school for so long. So as soon as 4th period started my mom came and picked me up i was so happy. We went shopping; i got a couple shirts, wasnt really any thing i liked. Ehh.. then we went to eat lunch; and then came home. i fell asleep.. at 3:00pm i went to go and get my haircut.. Mrs.Viso- Chris, And Kasey walk in haha it was pretty cool.. we were all doin` our hair and talkin.. my hair is arite-- it'll take some time to gettin used to but it'll blend in with me soon ;D lol give it a day or 2. Well i'll edit later if i have the time; i doubt it. peace peace! *cant wait for saturday ;D byeee xo. COMMENT!
Posted at 09:05 pm by her.
my talent.
